Thought Disorder

Saturday, July 29, 2006

That was then.

And now.

One word for update: HAYWIRE.

Okay so go figure. Today we had a disturbingly dry excursion to 4 temples. I mean, i could have saved my $9.90 taxi fare (cause i was terribly late, shit), more sleep, watched pokemon on kids central (haha i kid you ~~not~~), done more productive things like sleeping more etc.

That's that. I had my fair share of bandito, total yaye. And got rescued by vanessa from the unexpected rain.

Yaye. I feel super stagnant now. So i'm out. (formidable reason)

9:19 PM

Sunday, July 23, 2006

OKAY. It's surprising but, i'm still able to deal with it. Yaye.

K so morale 1: Everything changes.
(and i don't feel the same)

So i guess now it's like time to buck up and cancel those ~~skiving moments and weird dreams~~ or perhaps postpone them cause december allows much more time for them and..oh wait speaking of december, i think there's gonna be an unfortunate/unexpected change in plans cause of some weird discovery i made. Feck. Well, things change.

But now is worry-for-days mood for friday's chem test. ): eoys are approaching too i think it's high-time i panic ('ve been slouching around for the last half of the year waiting for miracles like the first physics test to happen)

Okay so today was pretty cool. An elmo caught my eye and i told amelia that i'd come back for it next week and she just, omg, bought it for me. Like yaye :D

YAYE.

And the sad thing is that i'll get it only next week. Patience is virtue. There's this annoying thing happening too, something that looks like i'm the paper and there's ~~some~~ TONS OF super glue on me. Yeah super glue is really sticky and hard to get rid of /: if you get what i mean? HAH i wished that i had a time machine and i'd reverse everything so that i can alter current fate. I mean things wouldn't land up at this pathetically deplorable state now. And there's still a year ahead i'm uncertain of the things that might happen. Well, things change.

Sh_t. It isn't me to not hurl profanities.

7:13 PM

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Just when i'd thought things were going to be alright, they start to become awry. Don't feel the norm going on any longer. School is necessarily redundant in the sense that we go there punctually and start a whole tedious day just sitting there just plain staring trying to absorb as quick as a vacuum cleaner does and when the coveted bell rings everyone rushes out.

And suddenly there's no one to turn to. Funnoi feeling.
And suddenly there're so many lesser options to pick from now. Tres sad.
And suddenly life has become thoroughly lifeless. (???)

SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME THAT I'M JUST PURELY HALLUCINATING.

(cursed)

10:16 PM

HURHUR I TOOK ALMOST HALF AN HOUR TO GET THE DAMNED DEFIANT MOUSE AND KEYBOARD WORKING.

Yaye update again. Yesterday i received the most gargantuan wholesome stunning unexpected surprising news in my entire life! I SERIOUSLY KID YOU NOT. I mean, VICE CHAIRMAN OF CO=CHYNG?! At that point in time i was dumbfounded and at a total loss for words. I was shocked to the point that i was dazed even up till today.

Even up till now the fact that chyng=vice chair of co slips my mind. And then i hurriedly remind myself. The cycle continues. It's just too weird and too much of a news to deal with. I mean, it's a total HUGE news.

Anyhow, yaye for chyng :D but i hope things will remain the same, will they?

6:33 PM

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

I was warmly welcomed online by a great deal of sadness. How ironic, yes. I was feeling slightly better than yesterday 'cause i took damn long to finish my map (measurement+grid+drawing+coloring+outlining) yes frek tedious but i made it. Yaye me. :D So my mood was somewhere in between average and happy, until i came online and ruined it all. Then again, i was intending to sleep/start studying for jap test but, ugh. ):

K so when i was measuring/drawing grids outside the lab today, a teacher approached me and asked me about idmi. I mean, it's way better than going to school but there's no qian and chyng for entertainment. And idmi is ~~shit boring~~. Although the task's still pretty alright. If you know what i'm driving at, no?

You've never seen me stone that much for such a long time.

ps: you're so sickeningly weird.

11:33 PM

Monday, July 10, 2006

Cranky.

11:16 PM

Saturday, July 08, 2006

The happiest songs sound weirdly sad.

9:16 PM

I'm so objective now i feel the cheek muscles growing weary, active no more.

9:12 PM

I'd never thought elmo could actually look dreamy. Hurhur.

"hi i am elmo and i look dreamy xD" that's retarded.

K so i finally spring cleaned my computer, and i think i accidentally/randomly deleted things that i reckon were irrelevant so um now it's a little weird. =/

You're so irrelevant many a time i feel like kicking you.

Headed all the way to amk today to do idmi. Had 4 long and boring hours of co reflection before that, which was an entire ~~waste of time~~. Pretty tiring day. But yaye we're making progress and progress is good. But projects are dull and the dull is damned.

8:20 PM

Thursday, July 06, 2006

Angsty leads you nowhere, srsly.

All is cumbersome.

ps: It's nice to think about good futures. And it's even nicer to look back and have good laughs(:

Right aren't i, feltay. Wind-sweeping milestones.

10:51 PM

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

11:46 PM

HAHA THE PHOTO FRAME FELICIA TAY GAVE ME WAS THE PERFECT THING. I mean it beautifies my room and brings back wonderful memories. K you're like love. (: And the elmo kicksass alright. Whippee.

On a side note, me thee great finally survived tuesday's turmoil and wicked wednesday. Wednesday is the most wicked day of the week because today we had lecture in the afternoon like um, not too appropriate a time is it. Okay that's beside the point. Wednesdays are wicked and that's final. No specific reason because you know it for yourself. Doncha. They're bound to be classified as abominable fiendish heinous evil wicked for the rest of their lives.

But conversely tuesday wasn't much of a torture. 'Cause the first half of the day was just lecture followed by pe and interaction period. The bad thing is that we can't sleep in class for interaction periods now that we (i think) are going to have mass ones so it's pretty like, boo. ):

Hell shit i can't coexist with soccer because we're just purely enemies that really love disobeying each other.

WTG (what the god)

Shitz it finally dawned on me that i can't even string a proper simple chinese sentence. It'd kill. I should have realised this long ago.

felicia. [*thr3e'o6] my name is felicia and i love elmo. says:
f_ck my com just hanged, AGAIN
pluggged on <3 \\ drops of jupiter says:
HAHA
pluggged on <3 \\ drops of jupiter says:
chill!
pluggged on <3 \\ drops of jupiter says:
it means IT'S TIME FOR SPRING CLEANING
pluggged on <3 \\ drops of jupiter says:
HAHAHA

It's time for mine. Awful.

11:27 PM

Monday, July 03, 2006

As usual i was late today (and apologisingly made everyone wait for me) um initially i woke up at 8 and decided to catch half hour's more of sleep but y'know it i just dropped into deep sleep (i think i had a dream even!) and when i finally woke up it was already, bloody hell, almost ten.

So i rushed and made it to chinatown in 40 min time. Quite an achievement for a big-time dillydally person like me:D

Anyway, we began filming and i daresay filming/being the cameraman is an inviting experience(: Yaye, i like. Explored chinatown and almost got lost somewhere in the middle of nowhere. Being lost in your own country sounds like a silly thing. K so everything was just impromtu. Filming was awefully smooth-sailing, for greenhorns like us. I mean, it isn't exactly fantastico or applause worthy, but it was just good for our maiden time. Hurraye us.

And i didn't know there are temples of other races in chinatown. Funnoi isn't it. So now i know:)

I've got a really hilarious picture of qian. Neat. Our videos are pretty funnoi too. Oh and we ate at maxwell, so the food was totally abfab. Yaye. But it was pretty costly for a mere bowl of noodles. And we almost died under the scorching hot sun. )X The weather is simply unbearable i just feel like hiding myself inside the fridge. It's so much better there isn't it. Or probably stand under cold running water for the entire day. I'd like it better if there's no school THE WEATHER MIGHT TURN OUT TO BE FINE. Yaye thursday is coming and we only have tuesday's turmoil and wicked wednesday to overcome.

Then chyng came over and we completed everything (videos, powerpoint) all in a half day's work. Yaye us. To think i had thought we needed a day to just finish filming ONLY. K so it's constructive and fun for a project. I mean, we won't want jianbaos right? It's so unrelated.

Now i feel like sleeping. Tuition in 45min time, like um a rewarding present for a youthful youth day eh. And LA test is dued tomorrow, so god bless me. Arduous night.

5:04 PM

Sunday, July 02, 2006

I forgot about cheese nachos. Yaye.

9:44 PM

What do i do now i can't shit turn my head to the right side can't straighten my neck can't look forward when i'm walking so kick this shit 'cause my neck hell hurts. I've absolutely no inkling at all. I beseech you to recover by tomorrow 'cause i don't like your unwelcomed presence. Fsck.

What do i do now? Oh yeah, work on chinese video script and search for a head rest to enable me to rest while i sit UPRIGHT. Ouch. ):

Low fat strawberry yoghurts and strawberry yohghurt topped uncle toby's granola bars are like love! :D They should have a switch of name, to p'rhaps, NIRVANA:) Just like heaven. (sounds familiar doesn't it)

Tiger is also thee bestest biscuit in the whole wide world(: I kid you not.

Someone, teach me how to edit a video!

9:30 PM

Saturday, July 01, 2006

It feels good to be aching all over(:

Yesterday was semi-fun, partly 'cause twas youth day celebrations to remind me i'm still youthful (and lively energetic hahaha) Indirectly it meant that there weren't lessons, something nice to make everyone smile(: So played ball and kinda rekindled the love for bball just within a day yaye after one whole shit month of not playing. Like right after interclass i totally ceased playing and didn't bother to give a damn about anything but apparently needless to say i still suck.

So it was a pretty slack day.

Chun is a really nice song.

And i have a rude request: CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TEACH ME HOW TO MAKE/EDIT A VIDEO.

8:13 PM

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Felicia studied in Dunman High School, loves elmo, is a major drama addict and is a cake lover. She has quit coffee even though she loves it.